Day 24

I feel pretty checked out of the 40 days process today, despite my thinking I’d get back on track. Nevertheless, there is something to be learned in all experiences, and I’ll keep logging my experiences here. I think if I had attended the meetings or if my small group had been more engaged, I would feel more engaged. We’ll see what this week brings!

Today I had best intentions of doing meditation and a walk, but ended up being lazy when I got out of bed, and then it was time to get ready to head to mom’s. We had a lovely gathering, all of us in masks and not talking when we had to take them off to eat. Everyone stayed 6 ft or more apart except for those in same household. I really liked seeing my people, but also had some anxiety because I realize how vulnerable my parents are to this stupid virus, and I am so glad they at least are taking it seriously. We probably had the 5 most careful people in the state there!

Back home I’m still working through some online courses that are evaporating at the end of the month, trying to capture all I’ll need to be able to finish them.

I am getting a little tired of my ‘not finishing’ ways….

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