Day 33

Well, today is the last day, though we have one more meeting. I guess floating on the surface of this has been better than not getting in the water at all, right? Today we pack up my son’s stuff and early tomorrow head off to deliver him to his first apartment. This feels more real…

Thought it was going to be a good starting day and then some shit hit the fan and here I sit needing to start work, no meditation, no walk, no shower, in my jammies…. Hoping to recover as the day goes on. So work was pretty nuts all day, but towards the end of the…

Such a Monday! I did start with Baron Baptiste’s 15 minute equanimity mediation recording, and then pretty much got to work and kept on chugging all day til dinner, glass of wine and bed. Stewing a lot on the idea that NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME…. What a mind/spirit blowing concept for me, when I’ve…

Today is a Sunday that feels like a Saturday, because tomorrow is a holiday. I ate dinner too late last night and stayed up a little late and 1.5 rum and cokes so I was a bit slow this morning. I’ve spent the day sort of putting through some tasks mixed with chatting with people…

Started the day with mala meditation which is a good thing because I’ve just been in scattered pieces of busy-ness since then. Meeting on a Zoom chat with family at 3pm so after that hoping to be a bit more focused…. I’ve also completely dropped the ball and thrown it down the road on the…

It is Saturday morning of a long weekend. I did my meditation, and have yoga with Tymi later today for two hours! Last week I got sucked back into some drama that I’ve been determined to let go of. It sticks to me like tar, and pokes at all my buttons that fight for justice…