Day 40

Well, today is the last day, though we have one more meeting. I guess floating on the surface of this has been better than not getting in the water at all, right?

Today we pack up my son’s stuff and early tomorrow head off to deliver him to his first apartment. This feels more real in the empty nest than when he just went off to school. Now he truly will be ‘just visiting’ when he comes here to see us. I love the adult he’s turned into so much.

And I’m interested to see how I find my balance again…so many things tearing at my heart this week, in so many ways.

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