Day 18

Such a Monday! I did start with Baron Baptiste’s 15 minute equanimity mediation recording, and then pretty much got to work and kept on chugging all day til dinner, glass of wine and bed.

Stewing a lot on the idea that NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME….

What a mind/spirit blowing concept for me, when I’ve felt my whole life like I’ve been in a constant state of repair and improvement.

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