Day 30
It is Saturday morning of a long weekend. I did my meditation, and have yoga with Tymi later today for two hours!
Last week I got sucked back into some drama that I’ve been determined to let go of. It sticks to me like tar, and pokes at all my buttons that fight for justice and truth. But honestly, the battle was not worth the cost.
I had one of my “psychotherapy dreams” where I get answers to situations that have me feeling stuck. It was epic. I dreamed I got all tangled up again with an ex abusive boyfriend. The one who stalked me. And the best part was that right at the end an angel man came in and showed me the hidden pulleys and strings and how the ex bf was just pulling on old strings and I could just cut the strings and be done.
I’ve always received important emotional info from my dreams. I am cutting my strings and pulleys. The more words I say the more the strings get tangled. The drama folks love to take my words and argue with them. Pulleys don’t work if the strings are cut. Done deal.
I realized that even though I haven’t been too good at ‘doing’ the 40 days program it’s still really good at DOING me! I’m going to finish up breakfast and try to get a little yard stuff done before class, then more after!